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EVERYTHING IS

  Yesterday, I felt sadness. And when I talked with other people and they asked me: “How do you feel today?” and my answer was “I´m living”, they asked again: “Are you ok?” Actually, they asked me about two times if I was ok, and the two times I said: “I´m living”. When I have to report my mood and I don´t use the words “good” or “bad”, I realize some kind of bewilderment appears on people´s face. I used to say “I´M GOOD” every time as a polite greeting, and when they used to ask me again, because sometimes my face gave me away, I repeated “Everything is fine”. I never could say I am feeling sad or bad. Maybe, with some friend, I could say “I am feeling sad” but most the time I started crying, without saying something. Perhaps, without my knowing it, I sensed that being sad was not bad. That idea of being sad is bad or being happy is good. Everything is. My sadness was about how hard is when you can see very clear the path you should walk to that amazing place of calm and peace, an...

THE DAWN

  I was at my apartment. My body was shaking... ¿IS THIS REALLY HAPPEN? Somenthing began to open up to me and my rational mind couldn´t internalize that moment, but some kind of knowledge within me told me that memories and feelings came from that person who was in the mirror, and the reflection was me. Even thought I saw myself, there were flashes of other people. ¿Who I am? ¿ Who am I really? This happened in 2020... However, now I can say that everything started in 1980, the year I was born as a woman in Argentina. The persons who are my parents named me Lorena, the first with the name and so far, the only one, and second name Irma, as my mother and grandmother. Understand this data was crucial because the names are a code that give us information, like our DNA. I didn´t know that until was time to know.... That is something important: you will receive the information when you are ready. Neither before nor after. And I want to reveal in the order it was revealed to me.