Today, Gisela, a friend, asked me if I was "down"... she gave me a definition what it is for her to be "Down"... and I could realized that I wasn´t down... even though it´s look like. Today I want to connect with my creator´s essence. Calm and Action. Maybe it was the two POWAS I did last weekend: it is a tibetan ritual to help souls to decide if they want to stay in life or pass away. I guide them... And the two men decided to stay alive. Every time I made POWA a feeling touch my soul and I want to create. Yes, when I see Life and Death I start to organize my stuff and my activities. I begin to take decisions and let the universe decided for the higger good for my soul. I live knowing I am a creator, but other days I forget, and when I meet The Death and the Life in some ritual, I touch with that message again. Create something is undertand that you need to release the control and connect with the energy of born and transformation. Death is transformation. Crea...
Yesterday, I felt sadness. And when I talked with other people and they asked me: “How do you feel today?” and my answer was “I´m living”, they asked again: “Are you ok?” Actually, they asked me about two times if I was ok, and the two times I said: “I´m living”. When I have to report my mood and I don´t use the words “good” or “bad”, I realize some kind of bewilderment appears on people´s face. I used to say “I´M GOOD” every time as a polite greeting, and when they used to ask me again, because sometimes my face gave me away, I repeated “Everything is fine”. I never could say I am feeling sad or bad. Maybe, with some friend, I could say “I am feeling sad” but most the time I started crying, without saying something. Perhaps, without my knowing it, I sensed that being sad was not bad. That idea of being sad is bad or being happy is good. Everything is. My sadness was about how hard is when you can see very clear the path you should walk to that amazing place of calm and peace, an...